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Well.... okay. She sits and pondersWell.... okay. by ~surfsk8sno7bis
Stuck on the facts he failed to mention
Hiding shamefully from the world that she knows
This isn't fair, this isn't fair
She wonders how it got this way
She seems to have missed the falling out
And now we're all going in different directions
What happened? Where did we go wrong?
He glances nervously at her
Looking for the perfect words to say
"I'm sorry" just won't do it
These words are not enough
I watch from a distance while our worlds fall apart
And I can't help but think about how these misfortunes never taught me anything
It's funny how my favorite games are the ones I'll never win.
Rainy Days on Repeat Rainy days on repeatRainy Days on Repeat by ~surfsk8sno7bis
The cold and lonely days seem endless
And it's the same thing over and over again
So I sit unaccompanied, and hushed
Lost in a thought, or maybe a feeling.
My indecision brings me nowhere
And it's always times like these that I catch myself thinking of you
Then I wonder, are you thinking of me too?
Is it my name that comes to mind on these rainy days?
I can only hope, with my fake optimism.
I pause, and listen and watch as the rain falls, angrily stabbing at the sidewalks
And washing away my pain…
And for once, I'm completely aware
And in this world full of doubt, I know some things are certain.
I love you,
Deja entendu, deja vu Déjà entendu, déjà vu. Les espoirs faux pareils une fois plus.Deja entendu, deja vu by ~surfsk8sno7bis
Already heard, already seen. The same false hope once more.
You're proving yourself meaningless with the repeating lies and broken promises
Still, you've got my hopes up.
This all-but natural high will soon come to an abrupt ending
and once again i'll be alone.
i'll be invisible, but more or less invincible
There's a certain indifference intertwining itself with all other feelings for you
I'd be lying if I said I said I wasn't keen on it
Because with this indifference… the opportunities seem endless
I could
fall,
hard and fast, and once again become wrapped up in the
11:20 It is merely 11:20, but still as silent as the dead of the night11:20 by ~surfsk8sno7bis
The light from your window melts into the darkness
Your sillouette casting shadows on my already broken heart
The silence again, I swear it's killing me
So quiet on the outside, when inside
I'm screaming
Screaming your name, praying you'll forgive me
Hoping that maybe someday, you'll love me
But alas, these words will remain locked behind my lifeless lips
The cool breeze from the outdoors creeps it's way into this boiling room
I swear in this room, I'm to whither and die
I wish you could've heard the words I muttered while I slept
The whispers of understanding and m
(3 and a half year speech..) somewhere between fifty straight nights of bar hopping and mind fucking paranoia, I married the wrist which held me down. I hate you. I hate you. I have tried my hardest these last four years and so its said "I'm waiting around for arms that could never reach me." I'm scared. or you're scared. or Ill admit…the train (or walking device) is halfway to..(3 and a half year speech..) by ~andhehatesthesun
luv ya
toodles
Gretchen
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i souport publik edekasion
I will be strong on my own I will see through the rain I will find my way I will keep on traveling this road till I finally reach my dream till Im living and im braeathing my destiny
Andi
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i souport publik edekasion
I will be strong on my own I will see through the rain I will find my way I will keep on traveling this road till I finally reach my dream till Im living and im braeathing my destiny
luv always Andi
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i souport publik edekasion
I will be strong on my own I will see through the rain I will find my way I will keep on traveling this road till I finally reach my dream till Im living and im braeathing my destiny
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Don't call it a comeback.
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Someone once said, "Live everyday as if it were your last, because one of these days, it will be!"
luv ya lots
bye
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i souport publik edekasion
I will be strong on my own I will see through the rain I will find my way I will keep on traveling this road till I finally reach my dream till Im living and im braeathing my destiny